Be "Close"’ as it is….( will be banned …again )…i can understand….but i do it

NIN….Forever….( Flac of course )
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You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

You want "Piggy" also…yeah…. ( dedicated to my Wife !!! )

hey pig
yeah you
hey pig piggy pig pig pig
all of my fears came true
black and blue and broken bones you left me here I’m all alone
my little piggy needed something new
nothing can stop me now
I don’t care anymore
nothing can stop me now
I just don’t care
hey pig
nothing’s turning out the way I planned
hey pig there’s a lot of things I hoped you could help me understand
what am I supposed to do I lost my shit because of you
nothing can stop me now
I don’t care anymore
nothing can stop me now
I just don’t care
nothing can stop me now
By Order ( like in a puzzle )
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DepositFiles (http://dfiles.eu/files/5582xbdlx)
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DepositFiles (http://dfiles.eu/files/ai7pra2f3)

God night or good Day
Yannis

Ummmmm okay. I’m not sure whether to laugh or feel offended. Oh, what the hell. It’s brilliant!

You not my wife, or my girl friend….so…you don’t have to be "laugh or feel offended"….as you feel lady 😉
As you say…" It’s brilliant! "…is not the most important !!!!

Yannis, PM me? Sorei told me what’s going on, if you wanna talk.

You not my wife, or my girl friend….so…you don’t have to be "laugh or feel offended"….as you feel lady 😉
As you say…" It’s brilliant! "…is not the most important !!!!

No but it has been a bit of a downer day for me, too.

I must say, Closer is one of my all time favorite songs though. Used to play a lot in the clubs I visited, waaaayyy back when.

( FOr codyap09 )
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else

That’s Perfect
0r

nothing’s turning out the way I planned
hey pig there’s a lot of things I hoped you could help me understand
what am I supposed to do I lost my shit because of you
nothing can stop me now

(and true in my life )
Was a difficult day for me to…sweetie….So sorry If I hurt you in any way 😉
Regards
Yannis

My friend, no worries. We are all good, and always will be. 🙂

Hearing it from start to finish, Close is a pretty inspirational song.

I will write you Amanda….just days…I don’t remember I have sleep…just listen Music….
sorry also…if I hurt you with this……I don’t want to hurt somebody with my posts….just happen sometimes….we not all…in the "same" line….just…
I PM you cause…..i’m die….it’s slow….but i feel it….so before "the last" all "my Girls will have a PM" ( someone says again "Pretentious" ….hahahhahhahha !!! )

Amanda…..
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je meurs…..chaque goutte m’echappe
j’essaie de les rattrapes….mais elles sont deja au sol….entrain de se me ruiner et de disparaitre
je n’ai pas envie de disparaitre comme elles
Mais que puishe faire….essayer de les attraper au vol ???
La mort n’est pas un instinct…mais une fatalite
Alors se battre contre les deux ????…..Ho….dis-moi ???
T’as un truc ???
Moi non….
Doit ton crever parce qu’il le faut…
Ou parce que ca doit arrive….
Marre, Amanda….marre…
Des cretins…..des cretins…surtout…
Je suis desole pour ce Post !!!! ( Google…for translation )

Uh, nooffense or anything, Amanda, I know he’s having rough days and all that, but when I’ve had a tough day at college I don’t go berserk on the forum either, so… What’s the point of all this?

Uh, nooffense or anything, Amanda, I know he’s having rough days and all that, but when I’ve had a tough day at college I don’t go berserk on the forum either, so… What’s the point of all this?

…as a suggestion: just ignore threads like these, ok? 🙂 I am not trying to tell you what to do.
Yannis "tough" is a very essential one. I know it is irritating maybe, but i assure you he is literally merely trying to survive his "health" situation.
Some countries are not able to help those who need help anymore, like with greece. That leaves some people in a desperate situation.
Despite Insurance.
being online is one of the few things left for him, besides additional and inadequate self-medication he canot do without.

So please, if you can, just ignore threads like these. I hope I am not asking too much. I rarely say anything openly when it comes to this topic, i have known him a while, he is a friend, i know how he suffers.
Being able to "rant" a bit here helps him.
Even if it is without any sense.

…as a suggestion: just ignore threads like these, ok? 🙂 I am not trying to tell you what to do.
Yannis "tough" is a very essential one. I know it is irritating maybe, but i assure you he is literally merely trying to survive his "health" situation.
Some countries are not able to help those who need help anymore, like with greece. That leaves some people in a desperate situation.
Despite Insurance.
being online is one of the few things left for him, besides additional and inadequate self-medication he canot do without.

So please, if you can, just ignore threads like these. I hope I am not asking too much. I rarely say anything openly when it comes to this topic, i have known him a while, he is a friend, i know how he suffers.
Being able to "rant" a bit here helps him.
Even if it is without any sense.

I don’t know the man but I sure felt he’s a genuine person, kind and could easily be misunderstood. We all have rough days and we take it all differently to survive it. If this is his way of expressing his outburst or something I guess we could give the man some slacks. I read his posts and thoughts and If you don’t have any idea about what he’s been going through it may felt like he’s just creating drama but no I don’t think so he do needs someone to talk to and If this forum somehow helps him find some ear to listen then I guess we would be in our little way helping him ease up just a little bit?…

Look. Basically he has a lot of pain. His condition is not curable. His insurance is out of money, Greece is broke, so the facility he was in kicked him out. He cannot get the dosage of morphine he needs, so he self medicates with alcohol. That of course leads to these posts. He does not mean any harm, he is just in pain and reaching out the best he can. Just…move along if it bothers you.

Mmmm… I understand. Yannis, told me once regarding his disease.

I did not want to "hurt" anybody with this post….that was not my intention at all….
Yes has Amanda says…I try to auto-medicate my-self….cause or it’s not Morphine anymore in the market ( or rarely ) …..or I have to pay a fortune to "rotten doctors" who still have that product !!!
It’s nearly 30 years that I take Morphine !!! ( Yes I’m a kind of Legal Junkie )
Cause is no cure ( not an idea ) for what I have….
I write myself to an NGO ( non governmental organization )…who will give me Morphine everyday and for free….but I wait my turn ( Sorei knows it…I wait already 2 months now…..average time to "wait"…4 months and seven ( 7 !!!!! ) Years ( yes years !!! ) in Athens or other Greek Megalopolis !!!!
Then they will give me Morphine…I jump many time in the "underworld" where you can find anything you want but at 20 times the normal price !!!!
I just wait my turn as a sheep….what can I do ????
And this not a "post to provocation" I really like the 2 songs that I post….and people who know Me well knows that….
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prDoGmY5kj8

Sorry to hear about your health issues Yannis. Feel free to express yourself here if it can help you through the day. Hang in there.

Sorry to hear you’re in poor health Yannis. I’ve really enjoyed everything you’ve shared in the past, and you do whatever makes you feel better pal. Hope your situation with getting the medication you need improves soon. Best of luck!

bollemanneke
It’s an ENORMOUS difference, from a "bad day in a College" and a non curable disease !!!!
2 things that you cannot compared….but sorry if I hurt you !!!

Je viens de lire ce sujet. Je dois dire que je suis assez boulevers�. Je commence � comprendre la raison de tout ce bazar.

J’�tais au courant de tes probl�mes, Yannis, mais je me doutais pas que c’�tait � ce point-l�. Tu m’excuseras si je t’ai laiss� un long message personnel la derni�re fois, parlant d’autres choses, plus futiles, mais � ce moment-l�, sois certain que j’�tais loin d’imaginer la sitation difficile dans laquelle tu te trouves actuellement. Je ne sais plus quoi dire, du coup, j’en perds mon latin… Allez, dis-toi qu’on est tous avec toi ici. Courage, mon ami.

Sorry for the language spoken, but I know that Yannis will understand. Yannis, courage, my friend.

Merci mon Fluff 😉 !!!….sois sure que les futites sont tjs bienvenue de la part de quelqu’un que je respecte !!!!

S�rieux, ce message est tellement �mouvant :

Amanda…..
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je meurs…..chaque goutte m’echappe
j’essaie de les rattrapes….mais elles sont deja au sol….entrain de se me ruiner et de disparaitre
je n’ai pas envie de disparaitre comme elles
Mais que puishe faire….essayer de les attraper au vol ???
La mort n’est pas un instinct…mais une fatalite
Alors se battre contre les deux ????…..Ho….dis-moi ???
T’as un truc ???
Moi non….
Doit ton crever parce qu’il le faut…
Ou parce que ca doit arrive….
Marre, Amanda….marre…
Des cretins…..des cretins…surtout…
Je suis desole pour ce Post !!!! ( Google…for translation )

This post is so touching…

And I post this also when I was "drunk"….A masterpiece…I’m not a total Barbarian !!!!
Thread 128968

Γραμμή Βοήθειας για την Κατάθλιψη 1034

And you believe "those services" work ( try to Phone or contact them )…..Oh you not Greek….or you are a Greek who don’t need this services ( anyway it’s not the kind of place that I visit…I have a Psy – the same – for 20 years…not the kind of Place to find Morphine my friend the only think my body need….)
A present for you….ultra-rare….send to me by member of that Band !!!! ( unreleased LP )

I don’t have KATASLIPSY….not at all….I’m always "Up"….imbecile !!!!! ( you are a real cretin )…who don’t understand nothing…but you not die slowly…so I forget your are a Cretin…
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http://dfiles.eu/files/pz9dtdchx
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But get the best Version of it ==>
http://dfiles.eu/files/rxderzqkv
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Have Nice Greek day 😉

That’s real Greece my Friend ==>
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Goin’ Through – Kalimera Ellada ( Good Morning Greece )
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Goin’ Through – Kalimera Ellada – YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rc9jcwTSOpE)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lVszLyWs5w
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Non Censured
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeHeVaJEmmM
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😉

I feel that you want more…..

Allez Yannis,accroche toi !

Oui, je m’accroche mec ( encore bourre…mais moins que hier ) 🙂

Ah, j’me demandais � quoi "s’ accrocher" !

… � la bouteille, donc ! 😉

On est tous avec toi, mon grand !

Fais pas attention � ceux qui ne comprennent rien � rien ! 😉

Allez, en hommage � une lettre de ton alphabet : "Z" !!!! 🙂

Cabaret Again ( what can I do…it’s one of preferred Score !!! )…Money !!!
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Money, Liza Minelli and Joel Grey. Cabaret (SUBTITULADO) – YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xgIBrsDR1g)

Great Movie….who had a "good success" out of Greece
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"???????? ????????" – ????????? – YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saUkUYkWL4s)

I’m going to be "Hard" again… ( So much hard stuff I have….that I have to choose )….patience….:)

Mon coeur est rempli,
Mais mon corps s’ennuie
Tes jeux d�lib�r�s avec un d�,
Des d�s pip�s, des d�s pip�s,
des d�s pip�s

Je veux savoir o� na�t le vent
J’ai l’�me inerte en m�me temps
Il y a de l’uniformit� partout
De la pens�e en bo�te et c’est
bien tout !

Mon coeur est rempli,
Mais mon corps s’ennuie
Je t’ai montr� mon arri�re-train
Mon c�ans, mon c�ans, mon c�ans
L’oc�an

Et quand ma langue se d�lie…
C’est l’�loquence de mes silences
L�, sur ton orifice ami…
Je m’immisce dans ta p�nombre,
Et, l�, je fais le tour du monde

Mon coeur est rempli,
Mais mon corps s’ennuie
Les poup�es qui disent "oui
et non"

Qu’on �.cu de la m�me…
Fa�on, je dis non, je dis non,
je dis non, je dis non,
je dis non !
Je dis non !

Je dis qu’il n’y a pas d’porno chic
Mais bien que des porcs au sens
strict
Primo, deuxio, tertio, c’est le chaos
J’ai bien le coeur sur le bord du
billot

Mon corps se rempli
Mais mon coeur aussi
Et plus le corps est entrav�
Plus l’esprit est "libre", est "libre",
est "libre",

Mon coeur est rempli
Mais mon coeur s’ennuie
Et plus le corps est entrav�
Plus l’esprit est "libre", est "libre",
est "libre"…
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Ah, �a me fait plaisir de voir que t’es de plus en plus soutenu 🙂

(vas-y quand m�me mollo sur la bouteille, hein)

For Fluff and everybody !!!
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I am on an open sea
Just drifting as the hours go slowly by
Julie with her open blouse
Is gazing up into the empty sky.

Now it seems to be so strange here
Now it’s so blue
The still sea is darker than before…

No wind disturbs our coloured sail
The radio is silent, so are we
Julie’s head is on her arm
Her fingers brush the surface of the sea.

Now i wonder if we’ll be seen here
Or if time has left us all alone
The still sea is darker than before…
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ah tiens Fluff elle est pour toi…
Oui, je vais essayer de dormir ( c’est si rare pour moi….je souffre…alors pas de position possible, tu comprends….je fais jusqu’a 5 jours sans dormir….alors je m’efondre et dorts 2 jours….oufff Fluff…la vie….merde 🙂 )

Here`s what i think:

Yannis has been very nice to all, because of his condition he`s able to spend many hours in the web and find a lot of treasures that he`s not keeping for himself, he`s so generous that he shares them here with the community.

I don`t feel but gratitude to the man, and also i feel sad for him, but he`s strugling and if this kind of posts helps him in any way, SO BE IT !

Let it be, i don`t mind at all he`s comments, but what irritates me is that there are some people, always the same people, that likes to argue with him, and yes like someone point out, these people has not share ANYTHING to the forum, and it`s the same people, that i`m pretty sure that always download and never botter to even say thanks.

Because i don`t think that not even a single time, they`ve downloaded and enjoyed something from Yannis !

But i also want to give my opinion, i just created a thread that we all can use for this kind of things, Yannis i`m not telling you what to do but you can post and comment, and share anything that you like.

Here it is:

Thread 129037

Hopefully it will be useful to all 🙂

Yannis . . . in spite of your situation, however intense your pain, you reached across the world and expanded my music—something that draws an astonishing amount of my passion. You’ve never asked for anything in return, sympathy least of all. You just shared because you could. Because you had something I didn’t. Because whatever the condition of your body, your heart’s in just the right place.

Others may count this a small thing, but I don’t. If expressing the smallest fraction of my gratitude means letting you tear off on an occasional alcohol-induced, multilingual rant, then by golly, you go right ahead make me deaf in five languages. More to the point: if knowing that I’m listening to you, no matter what you have to say (or how you say it), helps you deal with what you’re going through, then know that I’m listening. Always. It’s the least I can do, friend.

Thank u UniMaster 😉

Uh, nooffense or anything, Amanda, I know he’s having rough days and all that, but when I’ve had a tough day at college I don’t go berserk on the forum either, so… What’s the point of all this?
About once a month or so Yannis loses his shit publicly on the boards here. It’s both disturbing and infantile… But this is nothing here. This is watered down and mild. In the past I have felt the bloke is going to end himself, but needs to garner as much attention from members here as possible first… Now he is simply to posting someone else’s feelings (Trent Reznor’s) in lieu of something meaningful or mature to say.

Life sucks, in general, for everyone man… not just you. Get over yourself. Better yet, find the appropriate outlet. This is a place for sharing music. There’s probably even kids who post on here even, I don’t know. But my point is, melting down selfishly in disturbing ways on a world-wide message board is nothing more than attetion seeking self servitude, and it’s getting old IMHO.

I know life sucks ( attention must be Kids who reading 🙂 )
By is Nature, this forum is not really a forum for kids, anyway ( I much kids do you know who like OSTs ???….me not one…they certainly prefer Trent !!!! )
No it’s not a lake of imagination, if I post "Trent"….just a personal admiration I have for the Man…( I’m a real fan…just )….
This is ultra cool…experimental….but superb
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Ott – Mir
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DepositFiles (http://dfiles.eu/files/c4yf0a6ao)
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really superb…and for Kids to…

Again…try to understand…If I make a Post like this…is not for share my problems ( that I can share with real friends )….No I want to share Music…nothing else….
Of cause my health condition, did not help for the choice that I share…it’s just music that I like…simply…some "specialists" like to argue with me…and I’m a "teaser" to…I like to reply to them with my way !!!!
So I will continue to post "what I like"…DOT !!!!

Do what you want my friend just know this isn’t the place for group therapy 🙂 On another note you’d be wise not to assume to know what kids like and don’t like… It’s a great big world out there, outside of your little bubble. I for one have been a fan of film scores and classical music since I was 8 years old when I bought my first soundtrack (Star Wars), so don’t underestimate what children do or do not like. At the same time I’m a huge fan of NIN.

Another…one THEY DON’T UNDERSTAND FROM THE BEGINNING….If you don’t like don’t open it…and let me be…I don’t need any "group therapy"….I’m enough STRONG to deal with my brain alone !!!
LAST MSS PLZ…I don’t want "another"…it’s enough "another" like you…so PLZ !!!!
nothing
Yannis
( and you call yourself "Soul Brother #2"….I wish to meet the #1 cause I have nothing to do with #2 )

Sorry I don’t read the End of your reply….You are a big Fan of NIN….so where is you Problems so…I think you need a "group therapy" to solve your problem ( If you care so much about Kids….know that they really enjoy Trent…I know what I speak about…. )

But before left you forever…
You have to know that yes…A Forum ( at least as Greek was mean, and Latin to ) is a place of "group therapy"…when everybody can express what he want…and in the Greek "Agora" ( Forum )…people was not obligated to listen anyone opinions, if they was not like….they use to just "leave" without any comment….I don’t want you be as cleaver Greek or Latin was, no…cause it’s impossible to you…so just make like somebody who are not interested by what I post or no….that will make VERY happy….:)
Encore un mort….
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Just take care of some of my Post…like this one ( A masterpiece )
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saUkUYkWL4s
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NEXT PLEASE …hahahaha !!!!

A Forum ( at least as Greek was mean, and Latin to ) is a place of "group therapy"…when everybody can express what he want…and in the Greek "Agora" ( Forum )…people was not obligated to listen anyone opinions, if they was not like….they use to just "leave" without any comment….

Done and done!

… That’s indeed how I always felt with the word "Forum". 🙂

But before left you forever…
You have to know that yes…A Forum ( at least as Greek was mean, and Latin to ) is a place of "group therapy"…when everybody can express what he want…and in the Greek "Agora" ( Forum )…people was not obligated to listen anyone opinions, if they was not like….they use to just "leave" without any comment….I don’t want you be as cleaver Greek or Latin was, no…cause it’s impossible to you…so just make like somebody who are not interested by what I post or no….that will make VERY happy….:)
Encore un mort….
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Just take care of some of my Post…like this one ( A masterpiece )
"???????? ????????" – ????????? – YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saUkUYkWL4s)
😉

Agreed. So take your fucking tea party to the appropriate forum. GENERAL DISCUSSION. This forum is for MUSIC posts.

Except….Jessie, a primary moderator here, has already posted that this thread is fine where it is, and to just let alone. So if admin is ok with it, what’s it to us?

Agreed. So take your fucking tea party to the appropriate forum. GENERAL DISCUSSION. This forum is for MUSIC posts.

… I love when true faces reveal. Wether it is sad or not. This one always looked like a nice guy, as far as there’s no "discussion" to handle.

I simply cannot understand. Mods ok’d the thread. If it is irritating you, then why follow the damn thing? 3 pages in, why?

**why**

Just take care of some of my Post…like this one ( A masterpiece )
"???????? ????????" – ????????? – YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=saUkUYkWL4s)
😉

Superb… Beautiful. What’s the song about ?

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**why**

Don’t ask. 😉

NEXT PLEASE …hahahaha !!!!

You�re having so much fun brother!

My only wish is that these arguments, don�t keep you from doing what you know best, to share some more scores 😉

"fucking tea party"….very polite….
First I don’t drink tea
And I don’t really understand ( even if I’m someone very dirty )… What a "fucking tea party" could be ….hum not at all ( and as I say "I’m very dirty )….but a "fucking tea party"…is something I never had the chance to try….tell us more about ( But don’t forget the Kids….as you start with that :)…so !!!! )
Kind of English morning Partouze….maybe…..????

NSFW or KIDS

A fucking tea party is a party starting out with tea. Everyone gathers around. Inevitably, the tea is so good, someone will exclaim, "Fuck me, this is good tea!". Being very literal of course, some young lady will proceed to strip down and fuck that young fellow right there on the serving trag. Being proper hosts and all, the others will have no choice but to follow suit, resulting in a myriad of dick sucking, cunt eating and classic fucking. This also goes a long way to explaining why the British are always so eager and happy for tea time, as a good solid fucking in the afternoon always relieves tension nicely. :awsm:

HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!

… I don’t know if I’d laugh as much if it wasn’t posted by a lady. Hahahaaaa ! 😀 What a picture of the english prudery.

Agreed. So take your fucking tea party to the appropriate forum. GENERAL DISCUSSION.

maybe Jessie thought this was too specific or too special for a general forum. 😉
i would understand… 😀

^Believe it or not, this was n�2 on my list of 2 arguments !

Arial
La chanson n’est particulierement "happy"…is the complain of a Lady with the relation ship she had with the man that you see hurt her before she sing
First "Rembetiko" is a kind of greek Music….very hard….
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Refrain
I’m burn, burn
Put more oil in the fire
I’m drowning, drowning …
Trough me to deepest sea…
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Very hard lyrics as always with Rembetico ( an OST that I have post )…but must be dead now…..
Incredibly hard….not with the lyrics….just the poetic ways of them…
Really Great as Movie and OST ( I have also the score of TV….cause they made a "remake" for TV in Greece…but is not the same…is for "Grand Public"…and nothing to do with original Movie…
A+
Yannis

NSFW or KIDS :awsm:

Our secret is revealed…

Seriously, what would I give for this sort of tea party… Sadly, the ones I go to tend to involve lots and lots of tea (which is the only good part), disgusting triangular sandwiches with cucumber and cream cheese, and banal conversation about the weather.

You should try carnal conversation instead.

"I say, doesn’t that cloud look like a giant fluffy cock?" or something along those lines…:)

Now of course, if there is a distinct lack of phallic objects floating overhead, all is not lost. There are some natural penis substitutes readily on hand. Cucumbers for instance spring immediately to mind. You can discuss growing methods, size and shape. You can remark upon the firmness (or lack thereof) of a specimen. You can trade stories about any strangly shaped or remarkably large specimens. And best of all, it ties diractly back to the very objects being orally consumed. And, while cream cheese by itself does have some suggestive abilities, their combination with a good firm cucumber is nearly irresistible.

But, for you enthralled cloud watchers, be careful. You really don’t wanna get rained on…

NSFW or KIDS

I read this and thought you were sharing something from a boy band.

Jim Carrey’s "tea and strumpets" line from Dumb and Dumber has suddenly gained startling clarity. . . . :rolleyes:

Glad you’re in better spirits, Amanda.