I`m creating this thread, for anybody who wants to share or tell something, special or not, to the Community.

If someone feels sad, angry, excited, happy or just bored, this is the place to comment, tell or share anything !

I hope you like it, and hopefully we can know each other a little bit better :)

I would, but apparently those who know me best do not in fact like me and think I am a traitor and whore. So say them all, so let it be done. I can not begin to express the pain this causes me.

I do not think you are a traitor or a whore.
I don't think most people think so.
You're being stalked by a tiny number of individuals who are intimidated by your vitality. They are not worth your time.
You can always talk to me, publicly or privately.
JonC

I would, but apparently those who know me best do not in fact like me and think I am a traitor and whore. So say them all, so let it be done. I can not begin to express the pain this causes me.


Amanda, you have been very nice to the Forum, remember that sadly, like in all places, there are some very jealous people here too, that`s what i think at least, because i don`t know the whole story...

I am accused and already convicted by those whom I counted as close friends outside of the forums. Those with whom I shared personal feelings and thoughts, as close as I have to real friends. SO, I appreciate the thought, but this is a **very** painful turn. :sad:

Welcome to the Jungle....Thanxxx my Friend !!!!

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Can I share my virginity? I think everyone sould have a piece of it (its beautiful).

I am accused and already convicted by those whom I counted as close friends outside of the forums. Those with whom I shared personal feelings and thoughts, as close as I have to real friends. SO, I appreciate the thought, but this is a **very** painful turn. :sad:

sweetie, i have no idea where this might come from, but i am so sorry.
but know - like JonC said, I agree with him - you are wanted and you are loved.
i know how powerful the impression of few individuals can be, if they do leave a hurtful mark....

hugs

Can I share my virginity? I think everyone sould have a piece of it (its beautiful).

Aha good point.

Can I share my virginity? I think everyone sould have a piece of it (its beautiful).

May I second this one.

I`m creating this thread, for anybody who wants to share or tell something, special or not, to the Community.

If someone feels sad, angry, excited, happy or just bored, this is the place to comment, tell or share anything !

I hope you like it, and hopefully we can know each other a little bit better :)


It seems like a nice idea my friend, but if you did it for Yannis, I�m afraid he will not be using this thread, I think I know him a little bit better than you, and he�s happy like he is, he will continue to make all his "wild" threads, simply because he�s having so much fun doing it!

Still, it�s a nice try :)

also, very similar to my Butthurt Survivors thread.

See it here: Thread 113462

I would, but apparently those who know me best do not in fact like me and think I am a traitor and whore. So say them all, so let it be done. I can not begin to express the pain this causes me.

what the fuck u talkin about? either i don't know you that well or you are wrong because i like you

"It seems like a nice idea my friend, but if you did it for Yannis, I�m afraid he will not be using this thread, I think I know him a little bit better than you, and he�s happy like he is, he will continue to make all his "wild" threads, simply because he�s having so much fun doing it!

Still, it�s a nice try"

Yes Bro....you know Me very well ;) !!!!

Hi, my name is Despair. You can call me Despair for short.

I hurt my back from doing a certain activity and now i can't walk :(

I'd like to tell that Im really looking to get Emma Watson's mail adress. To be honest I'd like to hang out with her and do some magic practices.

I'd like to tell that Im really looking to get Emma Watson's mail adress. To be honest I'd like to hang out with her and do some magic practices.
You do know that's just a part, right?
If you want to practice magic with an actress, you need to call Fairuza Baulk.
JonC

But, ooky as it sounds, lil Emma growed up real purtty

Oh, she's hot.
But the worst thing you can do to an actor is confuse them with their part.
(Actually the worst thing you can with an actor is ignore them, but you know what I mean.)
JonC

I would, but apparently those who know me best do not in fact like me and think I am a traitor and whore. So say them all, so let it be done. I can not begin to express the pain this causes me.

You're neither a traitor nor are you a whore.

but those who said that are both morons and jerks.

Don't listen to them. if they say that...they're no friends of yours.

It seems like a nice idea my friend, but if you did it for Yannis, I�m afraid he will not be using this thread, I think I know him a little bit better than you, and he�s happy like he is, he will continue to make all his "wild" threads, simply because he�s having so much fun doing it!

Still, it�s a nice try :)


Yes now i see what you mean man, he likes to create his own threads and have his fun in there ...

So then, what to do when the pain becomes intolerable? I have not been this depressed for like 10 years. It is horrible, much worse than when I was younger, and now I am alone too. What, when all this craps tosses me off the emotional cliff. What then? And **why** keep getting back up? For what?

So then, what to do when the pain becomes intolerable? I have not been this depressed for like 10 years. It is horrible, much worse than when I was younger, and now I am alone too. What, when all this craps tosses me off the emotional cliff. What then? And **why** keep getting back up? For what?

one step at a time. if necessary, every 5 minutes at a time. This is a tough one.
Sometimes you just hold on ... because.

Until there is a point of time when the (emotional) pain seems to lessen, or maybe you have just developed a greater tolerance towards it, whicher it is.

Of course, we all have that one last freedom of choice to go, and we can decide every day again. But it is a big choice, not easily taken. And not spontanously, if possible.

I remember though, a few years back, it was helpful for me to know, every day i could come to that decision. So i made it again,every day.

Unbearable in my experience is a colorful and broad space, not just one line.

while being in the middle of unbearable you can never see that it will change.
I am not in YOUR position.
I have been in my own unbearables, and from that point of view let me just say, give it time, 5 minutes now, after that 5 minutes again, or is possible half an hour, more sometimes maybe.
The fact that where you are now, you cannot see a "it will change" does not mean it is not there.
bear the unbearable just for a little while longer.
chances are high it will change.

hugs

I know my friend. I have been doing that all my life. And I am just so worn down. I weak. I used to do this alone. I had no friends who were close, and told no one how I was feeling. Now, I have you, and a few others. But, the fact that one of the closest has hurt me more than anyone for a long time, it was unexpected. I did not have my guard up and so now I pay the price for having trusted someone I did not really know.

I used to try to connect to people online. Now it's as empty as trying to connect to people offline, which I don't do at all. Sure I could share a shitload of shit, but I'll save it for a shrink since the reality is, no one cares. At least a shrink's getting paid to pretend. Got to get some use out of that so-called free Canadian health care I've got.

No shrink. They...displease me. Have things they want me to do that I most certainly do not want to do. I do take prescribed meds though. They help the anger issues, (no, really), but nothing has ever put a dent in the depression.

[QUOTE=scoremaniatic;2296955] there are some very jealous people here too

No!!, really?? you must be mistaken my friend ;)

So then, what to do when the pain becomes intolerable? I have not been this depressed for like 10 years. It is horrible, much worse than when I was younger, and now I am alone too. What, when all this craps tosses me off the emotional cliff. What then? And **why** keep getting back up? For what?


My advice is that you keep occupied, go to the gym, join your local Chorus Group, practice a sport, learn to play an instrument, start a business, at least that`s what i did, recently early this year i quit my 9 year old job to dedicate 100 % to a business that i began last year.

I was feeling a bit frustrated with my old job and tiresome, so now i am my own boss, the only thing is that you work harder beeing your own boss than as an employee, but that`s fine my small company is flourishing, so no complaints.

Basically that`s my opinion you should try to have an activity that you like and that requires your complete attention, and i assure you`ll feel a lot better :)

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So then, what to do when the pain becomes intolerable? I have not been this depressed for like 10 years. It is horrible, much worse than when I was younger, and now I am alone too. What, when all this craps tosses me off the emotional cliff. What then? And **why** keep getting back up? For what?

Dear Amanda, never live your life through your screen -> ie, through the Internet. That's the only thing that causes you pain: relying on virtual "friends".
Of course, if you have a "rich" life, this may come as a nice bonus to spread some relationship thanks to that media. But it can't replace real life, so never owe on it.

... My opinion, of course.


PS: And stop drawing attention like that please, that's boring and also some are going to turn jealous !!! :-D ;-)

No worries, this is my last post before I leave. I wii go back to leeching, and not posting or interacting with anyone for any reason. Not even Sorei while here. I will bore tyou anymore.
Ta, folks. I'd say it's been fun. but it hasn't.

I hope you got my PS was a joke. (?) :-/ You know my way of posting so far. No drama, really. :)

You think Erich ???

Hi,
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not the ones on Yahoo, YouTube or Apple Quicktime, but ones that are custom encoded from DCP/DVCPro trailers.
And have the original PCM track.

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