Peom for…. no one

Tears run down my face as I think of you.
Why cant I get you out of myy mind?
When I close my eyes I see you.
I daydream and its of you.
You wrap your arms around me and hug me tight.
I cant help but cry.
I love your hugs, and feel so safe in your arms
But I know they wont be more than a friendly hold.
Is crying for something that wont be bad?
You have found love and are happy.
I feel happy for you but at the same time empty.
I cry for what wont be and cling to what we do have.
I cant be with you the way I like,
but I dear not lose what we do have
We have a unbreakable friendship and I would ether die then lose that.
All I can do is never show my tears and hold you tight.
I must move on even if it hurts so much.
But I will always love you as a friend
and more…