Messed up music request

Um hello everyone, um I am wondering, since there are so many possible OST’s to get here (Many thanks all) I need help choosing what to get.

I like music like Drag-on Dragoon 1 a lot as it has a very messed up sound which I like. Also the Battle music in Shadow hearts is a favourate – Ladder to heaven i the god of battle music.

So um the question is, um does anyone know any music that is similar to the afformentioned styles. anything with dark epic music – with church bells is good, just love that sound.

really anything that gives the thought of hoplessness and death – not including rock or metal heh.

well thanks in advance for this weird request and I do hope this is the right section to place such a request.

Thanks all

Patience