Suicidal Thoughts

Lost so deep in my soul it hurts
Reaching with desperate hands
For support, for something that matters
Finding nothing, and falling…

Can’t go on with this pointless existence
Thought I could survive, but you proved me wrong,
Torturing my soul to my last decision
To end it now, to stop the pain

And now it ends,
With this final action
To end this existence of pain and suffering
Having suicidal thoughts

Never ending torture of this tired body
Looking for an answer, a solution
Sucked into the whirlwind of thought
As I see no other alternative

And now it ends,
With this final action
To end this existence of pain and suffering
Having suicidal thoughts

And now I don’t care anymore,
About who I hurt, who I damage
And now I don’t care who cries
as if anybody would…

And now it ends,
With this final action
To end this existence of pain and suffering
Having suicidal thoughts

Thrust into the darkness,
The only escape I can see
Only the deep brown of my eyes
Telling the story of my life…

And now it ends
Having suicidal thoughts