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yet you demand answers.
correction, i merely asked. to me, demanding an answer would be more of an aggressive posting, something like "don't screw with me and tell me now what you meant by that picture you (insert insulting swear).
i merely asked for the meaning, i admit i did not use "please" perhaps that is why i wasn't answered about it?
either way, i nicely asked and admitted that i did not understand the picture.
i was not trying to demand anything.
i was asking a question nicely and then i was insulted.. at least that is how i got it.
perhaps if i had opened this with a "wtf(spelt out) why the (insert insulting swear) did my request get closed for! this is F***ed up!" and continue on like that, then until i ended up saying something like "why don't you all just tell me where the (insert insulting swear) i'm suppoed to go to get so (insert insulting swear) here!"
if i said something like that with a harsh way of typing, i would see that as demanding. i didn't even put the words "i demand" into the first post". i even said i was asking on if this was a good place to post my request.
if you wish i will start using please to my questions. so that it is not demanding.
perhaps, if i put in, "asking nicely".
from my current record of what everyone thinks of me, all of this will come off as sarcasm. however i am speaking truthful and there is no sarcasm in my writing. i merely ask nicely how i can make my time here more enjoyable for me as well as everyone else?
i admit that my coming here will be merely to find things that i cannot find on my own being as to that is all i know this place for.
perhaps i should post some links that i found where i have found music and other items of interest.
if you wish i will do that in this one.
would anyone like the devil may cry 4 soundtrack? i found a link to it.
perhaps, a site to get some anime music, i had found this site called "gendou's anime music"
it's not the best, being as to how they have avery limited amount but i found somethings through that.
http://gendou.com/amusic/
oh, another good one is MC anime it's in another language, but i found quite a bit of soundtrack off of that. some of the links though don't work.
http://www.mcanime.net/
another was kingdom hearts insider, it's much like GH. http://downloads.*********.com
oh and who could forget blue laguna? that's one of the best places to get game soundtracks and even videos and images. i found quite a bit through that.
http://www.bluelaguna.net/
if there's anything else i can help with please let me know i'll try to find a site to download what your looking for.
Doomjocky asked where it was. I told him. I am the most useful member on these boards.
sorry, i thought you were giving the reason your were calling me a retard with that picture. really, that's what started it. at first i didn't understand what your picture meant, then after people were laughing at this and saying how it was a good one and complimenting it.
i figured it was to insult me, but i didn't know why, at the time i didn't even understand what type of insult it was.
then after thinking it over recently i figure out that through the image, you were calling me a retard. of course this is after i figured you were insulting me and i had thought you had said the reason why.
it is interesting that i was told that i should not expect support, that it was the wrong place to get any support, yet everyone supposed you when you placed the picture and when i figured it to be you insulting me.
i have heard recently that this type of thing is not uncommon with message boards, that people form groups to cause trouble to the newer or the weaker.
that they would team up to get them out, even have the person banned.
i had even read about one person who was on a message board for so long that she grow close to the people there and then there was a fight with her and another girl and she (the person i'm talking about) was banned from the site, without a say on her behalf.
it appears that it is close to the same for me here.
i am mocked, everyone laughs and teases, and i am all alone force to fight for myself.
out of everyone there was only one person that helped me and by that time the damage was done. angers flared and bloods boiled. nerves were crushed and people trampled.
i wish that person had come sooner so that i wouldn't have gotten angry and wouldn't have lashed out. now because of it, i am considered a jerk, and you all are right. i am, i don't mean to be, it's just when things don't go how it should have (getting a yes or no reply over then the image targeted to attack me) i just take it the wrong way. i'm also not the brightest one either. i guess if i had thought before getting angry i would have used to warning icon on the image. i'm not exactly sure how that works though.
taut
HAHA LEARN TO SPELL JERKWODD
your right i should. i'm sorry.
i was just trying to get my apology out before my connection went none responsive, also at the moment of writing it the spelling had completely slipped my mind. perhaps my mind was thinking pigeon language (it's a type of speaking here where people will pronounce three as tree verbally anyway, water as wata, stuff like that. we even have a joke when we're caught for making a mistake, we say "i was eja-ma-cat(long A)-ed.")
i guess i really do deserve your insults after what i put you through.
let me know if there is anything i can do for you. anything at all.
would you like me to leave the forum for good? i will be willing to leave if that is your wish.
but after all that had happened i don't feel like fighting. i plan to be better. you can make fun all you want, i won't mind.. well i will, but i won't attack.
i get the point, newbies aren't welcomed.
mostly the ones that do something dumb, then are insulted and try to fight back, only to be teamed up against in the end.
in other words fighting a losing battle, in the firefly/serenity fan community(yeah that not this), a person like that, who fights even though their going to lose, is called a Browncoat.
the history of it is because in firefly, the browncoats were a group of people who started a war to free the people/planets from the main government and lost... because they were fighting a losing battle.
i would like to start over if you all would give me the chance. perhaps sometime of friendship and understanding could be made.
may i ask though? you never answered when i asked. was the picture supposed to be an insult? or was it supposed to just be something funny?
if it was just supposed to be something funny, i'm sorry i didn't get the joke.
