Green Arrow
03-20-2002, 04:38 PM
TOMORROW
Chapter 1
THE PAIN WITHIN
He was left all alone, no friends and no family, there was nobody left, nobody to help him. Although there was nobody he did not want anybody to suffer along with him. Wallowing in self-pity, which is best done alone. He knew sooner or later he would have to come out of hiding and face the reality that awaited him. He was going to wait a few more days, a few days without pain. After that, who knows, maybe back to Garden to ask Headmaster Cid if he could come back to Garden.
Leaving his only real home for now real reason, just to fulfil a dream that could have never been. He must then face the consequences, the price he will pay for his actions could be greater than he had ever imagined. Not only the consequences but also the humiliation of walking back through the doors of Balamb Garden with his head down being judged by his peers, people who once looked up to him. Along with the consequences all the time he had spent training, countless hours in the training centre, wasted, all down the drain. He should have had more self-control, should have had more strength and more will, but he didn�t and now his life may be the cost.
Did he remember that moment so clearly; it was the last thing he remembered clearly. Her calling him a boy, with the President in his arms, his gunblade to his throat. He was a boy then and still was, he had never become a man and Edea was right about that. This pain he felt, Edea told him the pain would stop if he only assisted her, but the pain did not stop. It never did though, although he did not show it on the outside the burning on the inside was like a time bomb waiting to explode on impact. He just stopped listening to her and tried to focus on the pain right before the first fight. From then on it was like his body wasn�t his anymore, it was like he was outside of it. Except for certain times than he was looking through his eyes but couldn�t do anything.
Tomorrow he would go to the Garden; tomorrow he would try to regain his life. Tomorrow he would face his punishment what ever that might be and go at it head on, prove to the world that he was not that same person that had killed so many innocent lives, so many young students. He would ask for forgiveness. Forgiveness from someone who showed no forgiveness, no mercy, no soul. He would have to convince Headmaster Cid and the rest of them it was not him doing all these deeds, but a force making him do them.
if you read this can you leave me a lil' somethin somethin', tell me what you thought of it.
This will probably be my story I enter in the fanfic contest unless my other one is complete.
Chapter 1
THE PAIN WITHIN
He was left all alone, no friends and no family, there was nobody left, nobody to help him. Although there was nobody he did not want anybody to suffer along with him. Wallowing in self-pity, which is best done alone. He knew sooner or later he would have to come out of hiding and face the reality that awaited him. He was going to wait a few more days, a few days without pain. After that, who knows, maybe back to Garden to ask Headmaster Cid if he could come back to Garden.
Leaving his only real home for now real reason, just to fulfil a dream that could have never been. He must then face the consequences, the price he will pay for his actions could be greater than he had ever imagined. Not only the consequences but also the humiliation of walking back through the doors of Balamb Garden with his head down being judged by his peers, people who once looked up to him. Along with the consequences all the time he had spent training, countless hours in the training centre, wasted, all down the drain. He should have had more self-control, should have had more strength and more will, but he didn�t and now his life may be the cost.
Did he remember that moment so clearly; it was the last thing he remembered clearly. Her calling him a boy, with the President in his arms, his gunblade to his throat. He was a boy then and still was, he had never become a man and Edea was right about that. This pain he felt, Edea told him the pain would stop if he only assisted her, but the pain did not stop. It never did though, although he did not show it on the outside the burning on the inside was like a time bomb waiting to explode on impact. He just stopped listening to her and tried to focus on the pain right before the first fight. From then on it was like his body wasn�t his anymore, it was like he was outside of it. Except for certain times than he was looking through his eyes but couldn�t do anything.
Tomorrow he would go to the Garden; tomorrow he would try to regain his life. Tomorrow he would face his punishment what ever that might be and go at it head on, prove to the world that he was not that same person that had killed so many innocent lives, so many young students. He would ask for forgiveness. Forgiveness from someone who showed no forgiveness, no mercy, no soul. He would have to convince Headmaster Cid and the rest of them it was not him doing all these deeds, but a force making him do them.
if you read this can you leave me a lil' somethin somethin', tell me what you thought of it.
This will probably be my story I enter in the fanfic contest unless my other one is complete.