I know many of despise rhymes, I dabble in poetry, but at the end of the day I'm an MC. I don't rap about cars and whole shit I don't have. This is coming from the deepest region of my heart, quite possibly the craziest situatuon I ever became involved in, but could never walk away. Now the situation is at its height and I can no longer go on without my words being heard somewhere or anywhere. I can't hold it in anymore, expect to hear these same words over an instrumental beat soon.

These are my words and my words alone....

I plead forgiveness for my sins
Just when I thought this shit was about to end
My love makes a call I cannot accept
I hope in her heart she knows I never left
Her side when she needed me
And I do this shit now even if you have to leave me
More than lovers we were comrades
I would do anything to make you smile and never make you mad
It's fucked up, me and ya man startin' with arguments, it's hell
But fuck the bullshit, you need bail
I cannot express the pain in the corners of my soul
Even with the bail, you only move to another state for parole
My girl on parole went in for only disorderly conduct
My only true love behind bars is my luck
Now me and the boyfriend discuss joinin' forces
Together we can make bail with no remorses
I told her when she left me, her smile is my only care
Even if I get left in the dust with despair
I hope that the boyfriend was being for real
And if he shows up it's not me he's lookin' to kill
I feel as if I've used my last blessin'
Lord please answer the question
Can we resolve?
Will the pain fade rather than revolve?
I was a simple man when times were easy
Life changed paths and now I live my life greasy
Lord let her know I will never turn my back
And she is the one my heart is directed at
I need you, but I realize our days may be over
Maybe this is the time for me get right and stay sober
I am livin' in the craziest state of mind
My heart is on the line
And I'm tryin to find
A peace and state of mind
I feel no need to sleep
No need to eat
Someone please shake me
This is a nightmare someone please wake me
My times with you girl were like a dream
I came from the dark but with you would life would gleam
Your lover and boyfriend workin' together, gotta be the craziest situation
Our love for you is our only relation
I never asked for it to be this way
I only hope on this day
That we can see the bigger picture and get past things that now seem petty
I can only help if you let me
Bein' at your side is the path I chose
When it ends, will me and him still be foes?
Me and him, we played our roles and couldn't stand to lose
We don't want it this way but we could never ask you to choose
Where we go, the saga continues
And I'll be every second as the situation ensues
To the answers I seek
I won't stop and until reach the mountain peak
Trials and tribulations
I'll be here everyday patiently waitin'
This the moment
And somehow I've known it
I felt deep inside that trouble awaited over the hill
My deepest words can never express how I feel
Heartbroken, your voice I love to hear
I gotta press forward without fear
The outcome might not be the one I want
But in my mind this situations haunts
I kneel down, pray to the Lord above
Give me your blessin' with all your love
Pray for me, let me not go in vain
I'm in a situation not far from insane
Hold the memories, never let them go
How the situation ends, I'll let you know

� 2005 B. Young

I'll be the first to say good job. Probably the last too, if I know the people in this forum right. It doesn't always flow good, but if it's a rap I guess it could fit with the beat. Anyways, I think this is pretty good. It reminds me of a lot of my own work as a rapper, though this might be a tad better.