how do you get occult fan I i dont wanna wait to buy it i want it now i know its in the library in balmb garden i just cant find it.

It's supposed to be in one of the bookcases. Just keep moving around the cases and keep hitting X.

It is on the same screen as the esuna draw point. Just by the book case before you run out into the main part of the library

yeah i cant find it in the library, is there a certain part of the game in where you have to get it???

I know you can get it on Disk 1 as soon as you're able to but I'm not sure if it becomes unavailable should you not obtain it at that time.

You can grab it whenever you want. Before the screen changes to the back of the library, look at the last bookcase to Squall's left and keep pressing X. You'll know you have it when it shows Squall actually grab it off the shelf.

I remember the first time I played, at some point I was a little further in the game but in Balamb Garden, had just found out about it, but wasn't able to get it. But then the second time playing I got it as soon as starting the game. So it's pretty much available from the beginning of the game to a certain point.

Unless, of course, I didn't look hard enough the first time.