As I mentioned previously Thread 137322 I am back with a vengeance. I began my FFS career when I was I think 10. Now with years of wisdom and experience I am ready to overthrow and become the Queen who was born to rule. I possess both the grace of a Geisha in gion matched with the tactical capabilities of Solid Snake in his prime.

This is both an invitation and a warning: Join me or die.

I am the the new Queen once again, and this time I am ACTUALLY ready to instate a new regime.

I love Sarah.

I love Sarah too, and Goddesses outrank queens.....:awsm:

Naturally, but Queens rule the physical realms!

Yea, well the physical realm has never been very good to me...:b

well how good have you been to the physical realm hmm?

Much better than it had any damn right to be treated. :(

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But, I can leave all of that behind, and float away now.

i can't disagree with you... please take me with you!!! i too hate this cruel world!

The world is not cruel, the people are. But then, I got nothing but what I asked for. Even here, on this forum. Members can call me slut, bitch, whore. They especially like calling me nasty. And since I complained tro Sanico and the other mods, and they have done nothing at all I can only assume that they too think I'm a fucking cunt who deserves whatever I got.

I cannot take you with. It is the end of the month and I have not picked up my new meds yet. I only have a few. I tool the 15 ambien and 12 percocet I have. I injected the rest of my insulin, about 3 full needles and am now drinking my nifty wine coolers. no hard alcohol, best I could do. I dunno if it'll be enough. If you guys don't here from me, it worked. If I resume activities, then the experiment failed and I will have to try again when I have more meds. It's ok. I was dead for about 5 min once a long while back. There is no reason to be afraid. They revived me. I was weak and called for help but there is no one here now. No one will even know I am gone.

Saw Your Post On The Activity Of My Profile

WTH!!!!

Don't Be Like That There Are People Who Would Miss You NO ONE Is Alone!! No One!

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I Can't Read This I'm Sorry

Sorry For Ruining Your Thread Saint

No worries i'm still the new Queen of this forum.

Amanda you can do whatever you want. And you should always do whatever you want. I have no idea what your life is like and for all I know maybe you don't have anyone and you are alone. I used to be like that too, but now I'm not because I decided to live a life that was enjoyable for me. You CAN have a great life, or you can move on. It's your choice and you have to make whatever suits you.

It's ok, Saint. I took the stuff about 4 hours ago and am only a teeny bit sleepy. I do not think it is ging to be what I wanted. Sorry. My judgement and sense of appropriate IS obviously impaired though. (More so than usual)

Yeah I can empathize. But then i'm a firm believer in, I mean, if you want to die go die. I don't think that's shameful at all and in fact I am looking forward to death. I don't want to die now though. But more often than not people want to live but it has become too difficult. It really is true that you should utilize all the time you have alive the best you can.

Anyway as for people on here throwing sexist and misogynistic insults your way, that fucking sucks. There is nothing worse than nerd fan boys who don't get laid and feel entitled to call women whatever they feel like.

Women Should Be Respected As I Was Always Taught!

It gets complicated with me Saint. But then, I am still here despite best intentions.

Kirk, some people are just like that. Some do not seem to think their behavior is in any way disrespectful, and some just figure that since it is the internet they can say whatever they want. That is on them. My reaction to it is on me. I am....vulnerable? right now and I have let them add to my other issues. I do find it a bit odd at times though, that men desperately want to be with women, and yet somehow address or treat them as poorly as they do. Seems....counterproductive at best....

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Oh, and it's Majesty Saint, I believe....

Well, it was a long nap. But a god frend elsewhere kept me up most of the time and talking, so here I still am. Unsure how to feel about that.

i like noodles

I Must Admit Noodles Are Quite Nice

Ahhh google. So it turns out it is very nearly to overdose lethally on Ambien. Explains why the docs let me have it. You can however experience hallucinations, but in my case what's the difference then?

The Dark Side bows to no one.

This is true. The Dark Side does a really sweet little curtsey. Hence the wearing of robes and not pants. :awsm:

Only pansies like Palpatine wear robes...

That's....NOT a denial. :)

Nor is it a admission either.

**you know, I do believe I could fall for a man in a skir....I mean Dark Sider**

I rule now!! I am your queen!!

@Amanda : ... I... see.... **ahem** MOVING ON!!

@Saint : The Dark Side does not recognize your decree...

The Ricky will layeth the smacketh down on your candy ass if you try it Saint. Do you read this LAYETH THE SMACKETH DOWWWWWN!

If you SMEEEEEELLLLLL what The Ricky... is cooking.

So loud and drawn out? So sort of like yelling at each other in midst of having simultaneous strokes? :D