sitting silent.....listening to the world, trying not to interupt

my words..my actions...they can only corrupt

needy, wanting, selfish, insecure

there is no advantage in deceiving her

forget your fear, forget your pain

the things that are true, we must maintain

the soul will always torment

because the inner turmoil will nvr lament

your beauty, your passion.....all so inticing

but compared to my darkness, your evil was inviting

i'll always be your friend and nvr judge you're mistakes

my reward, was watching you fall asleep..only too quickly to awake

why do we do the things we do

why must i feel this way for you

say something, say nothing..does it really matter

always analyzing the information that i gather

always apologizing for my meloncholy disposition

so use your wit to ease the tension

you keep your true emotions far from the surface

giving only subtle hints for deciphering the purpose

no song can truly convey the way i feel

because no one can ponder what i think is real

dont be afraid, perception is everything

but until you know the truth, your heart will nvr sing

sometimes i did feel connected to you, when we created moments and i held you tight

only to be dispelled by the reality of life

and now that we can't kiss or touch

my only regret is could nvr express to you just how much...........

aww... so sweet^^