Watch me as I drift into secluded thoughts of misery,
Deluded by the dreams that will one day help me flee.
Stare as I hold my hand to my head
And in vision the sweet release of a bullet
Tearing through my soul,
Blissful thoughts of death.

Laying cold as I sleep,
I can�t go on
I�m feeling weak,
Feel my heartbeat press against these empty sheets.

Decaying fragments erode the seams,
My crystal tears were shattered,
Finding solace in my dreams.
I never loved you,
We never mattered.

Very evocative. Nicely done!